It

I forgot to mention in the earlier post, I don't really like clowns either. Ever since I watched It.
Creepy weh.

Masklophobia

Ini JNJ yang psycho.

Beruang itu seakan terkejut.

The passionate kiss from JNJ brought that beruang back to life!

Okay, sekarang turn mascot Sunway pula.

Begitu fanatik dengan mascots.
But that's reasonable, since mascots kan comel, fun, etc.
The weirdo is me. Tak tahu kenapa tapi I was a bit uncomfortable when they were around.
Not to the extent of masklophobia, thank God no, but I dont really like them either.
Maybe sebab orang dalam tu tak dikenali kot. Mana tahu penjenayah bersiri ke kan.
Isk tapi mana la tahu orang dalam tu Kim Heechul ke, Johnny Depp ke...

Ok, dah lari topik.

Read someone's blog & feel sad all of a sudden

Here's a late night's gloomy mood session.

They say love conquers all.
He loves her + She loves him = Happily ever after
Yeah well, from what I've seen (not once or twice), it's not always like that.
Bollywood is a big fat liar.
There are other factors that come into play.
I don't think I have to explain much further.
I think you know.

Honestly, I am not a pessimist.
I believe in happy endings.
Tapi bila tengok banyaknya kisah yang opposite of that,
I start to wonder.

Anyway, to whom this may concern,
I know it's hard, but hang in there.
Somehow I still believe in happy endings
and I am very sure that you'll find yours.
You have my word.

I have no phobia.

Class.
Lecture on phobias.
A dear friend of mine scribbled something on my module note.









Ohhh, now I know.
Thanks a lot.

This is it

Video yang ditunggu-tunggu. Yes, ini kami.
Dengan 57 kali ganda lebih gelap daripada biasa.

Pencemaran bunyi

Karaoke a.k.a Karok according to Smaku's Dictionary is 'sesi menjerit sekuat hati sampai sakit tekak tanpa pedulikan apa orang lain fikir.'

I like to sing. If you knew me well enough, I don't even have to state that fact. You'd be rolling your eyes and silently(or bluntly) say, "Macamla ada orang tak tahu lagi."

Although suara yang tak seberapa, mungkin juga sumbang, singing is fun! Lagi-lagi kalau dengan rakan-rakan who share the same suara-tak-sedap-tapi-tak-kira-nak-nyanyi-jugak mind. Singing with someone yang terer nyanyi won't be as much fun. To make it even more exciting wajib nyanyi lagu-lagu lama, blues ke, boyband's, lagu jerit-jerit, dangdut pon layan! Oh, sila menari sekali jika berbakat.

I guess you'd be wondering right about now of how teruk my voice is. Hahaha. I've thought of uploading a video of our karaoke day just now tapi siapa entah yang bijak sangat, record the video with the Mute mode on! LOL. You should feel lucky though. You'll regret watching it especially if you have your headphone or earphone on.

Serious ni, rasanya boleh sampai 120dB. Memang pencemaran bunyi.

Epitome of Happiness

You know what...

I am.  :)

Because I got all of you.

Great weekend!
Hanging out with besties,
tengok Andy atas stage,
tengok Andy punya rambut beralun2 sambil dia main drum,
tengok Andy senyum,
tengok Andy.


(Asyik post emo je tak boleh jugak)
(Oh Andy's obsessiveness is intentional just to annoy some people :P )

b-o-r-e-d-o-m

Found a website where you can doodle all you want.
And so I started doodling aimlessly.
I know, my drawing sucks.;(
Will try to improve!

FAQ

Frequently asked question:

"Dah ada bf ke belum?" - Ayah.

Aiyoh. Kadang - kadang rasa macam nak ambil je sesiapa jadi bf, just to avoid answering this question.

Life is unfair.

Some people get to see Muse live in concert, 

some people don't. 

Sakit hati tengok gambar & video yang diambil oleh rakan - rakan.

Fuze, bila la plak turn kita eh?

Credit to Izzar for the awesome pics and videos (nak tengok sila pergi page Izzar).

Amad memang adik saya.

 Tengah tengok tv, tiba-tiba Amad bercerita.

   "Kakyang, Amad menyampah la dengan Shila (bukan nama sebenar) ni."
   "Kenapa pulak?" I asked.
   "Dia sibuk nak call Amad, ajak keluar lah. Amad dah bagi alasan macam-macam." he complained.
   "Jap jap. Shila ni yang mana satu? Bukan yang hari tu kan, hari tu tak silap nama Timah."

Amad ni banyak cakap, suka bercerita. The most talkative compared to my other two brothers. He talked to me about a lot of things.

   "Bukanla, yang ni Shila. Memanglah Amad ada minat dia dulu, tapi tak pernah cakap pon kat dia. Kawan - kawan dia bagitau dia kot, sekarang dia pulak nak ngorat Amad." 
   "Loh, kata minat dulu. Sekarang dia dah minat, layan je lah." I couldn't see the problem.
   "Dulu dia macam lain sikit. Nampak macam jenis jual mahal la, tapi sekarang dia pulak tergedik - gedik dengan Amad. Tak nak lah." 

Ah, I see. I was actually surprised bila tahu Amad pikir macam tu. I thought lelaki takkan tolak perempuan ajak keluar, especially the one he has a crush on. I didn't expect Amad, my teenage brother would act this way. His judgement was better than I thought. Haha.

   "Kesianlah jugak kat dia Mad. Kawan jela." I tried to empathize with the girl.
   "Hmm, Amad pikir nak cakap dengan dia Amad tak boleh keluar sebab SPM dah dekat. Kalau nak keluar lepas SPM la."
   "Tapi lepas SPM kan ada PLKN." Yes, Amad is one of 'the chosen one' destined to go to the national service.
   "Haaaaa. Memang pon." he grinned.

Ini Amad yang sedang diajar bawak kereta.

Easy come, easy go.

Even my little brother knows that. Jual mahal tak salah. Senang dapat, mungkin senang pergi jugak.

Anyway, I think it runs in the blood. If I were a guy, I'd feel exactly like Amad. Eh silap. Even as a girl, I don't really like guys tergedik-gedik. Yes, jangan tak tahu, wujud lelaki gedik di dunia ini.

I should marry a chef, food brings me joy.

My beloved housemates masak Nasi Tomato, Ayam Masak Merah plus some salad today.

Yummmyyyyyyyyyy! 

Saya sayang housemates saya. Teeheeee. :)

One of my male friends asked (or perli kot),
   "S***** (a guy) pon pandai masak, tak tercabar ke kewanitaan kau?"
I admit, I am no expert at cooking. Especially when compared to my housemates. Prolly because I don't cook much. Dah tak minat. Nak buat macam mana. I only cook when I have to. I don't find cooking interesting. Eating, on the other hand, is my passion.

Don't go perempuan-kenalah-pandai-masak on me, I know that. Like I said, I'll do it when I have to. It's not that I can't cook, it's more to the question of nak ke tak, and cooking is not really my thing so sangatlah malas. I know what you are thinking, "Nanti dah kahwin....." Geez. I know my responsibilities. Who do you think yang bagi makan orang kat rumah tu bila Emak pergi outstation.

I hate small minded people. Perempuan kena pandai menjahit, masak, menghias, make up, blablablabla. Right, and you are perfect la kan. Whatever, I feel like I'm wasting my time even by discussing this right now.

Owh and here's a funny video.
Please note that everyone is different, and that you should stop generalising people.



 A bit emo today. PMS kot. Heh.

Suddenly teringat kawan Ayong yang chef itu. Maybe I shouldn't  have ignored him back then.. :P