Who am I kidding..Of course I can't. You'll never know who'll end up reading all the stupid ramblings you post online. But I'll be as honest as I can. As I always am.
Curious me really loves the question 'Why?' For me it's the most important W compared to the other four. Who cares about who, what, when or where. When it comes to life, we are the seekers of the reason why.
If Allah wills, I'll be married in a month's time. The event invites were out, and most of the replies I got (in private) came with the ultimate question. I wish I have the perfect answer for everyone, I really do. Just like you guys, I'd also like to know the exact reason why. Even L is dying to know, I know, despite his effort to pretend like he did not care. Heh.
But He, the Most Knowing never really showed me the model answer sheet. So I still don't have the perfect answer. I got some clues and I can make a guess, but that's all there is to it. Such is life, people. We do not have the answer for everything. All we ever did in life was making guesses and hoping they are the correct answers.
Not knowing has its charms, don't you think? So we can continue to seek. To learn. To accept.
Okay I think it's 2nd Syawal blues. Ngantok. Off to bed. To continue my babbles later when I'm in the mood.
