Tak nak markah negatif lagi please!

Would you like you, 

if you met you?

I got this from B, a very philosophical (a.k.a jiwang) friend of mine.
I've thought of this question before (I am philosophical in a way, haha) and my answer is NO.
Reason?

1. I am too lazy for my taste.
2. I am insensitive. 
3. I forgot things, dates, etc. 
4. I can't cook well. 
5. I am egoistic.
6. I am no good with strangers i.e not friendly. 
7. Hati batu. 
8. I am difficult. 

The list can go on and on but since I have my second PP3 test tomorrow, I have to stop here.

Anyway, yeah, I prolly won't go for someone like myself, so I really wonder why there is people like Mr Taxi Driver who'd do that. Seriously, I don't know what he's thinking.

Shitto, got to go, time is running out. Doakan saya dapat buat dengan jayanya esok! :)

Tell me something I don't already know

(click for better view)

I look into the mirror today

and this is all I see!

Fact #1 about flowers

They sing!

How do I know?

Because they make my heart dance. 

;P

Wallpaper

I was on my bed, going to take a nap. 

Then I saw this view from my bed:

Beautiful, isn't it?

I'd love it if my room's wallpaper is just like this!

Fake it

I have a test next week.

And the following week.

Exams starts a week after that.

My life is full of excitement, yeay. 

Yeay la sangat. 

Of Flowers

I like pretty things. So yeah, I like flowers. 

I don't go gugugaga over them though. 

Honestly, I don't really get the "awwwww" feeling that most girls get when they receive flowers from someone. 

But I do feel extremely delighted when I got my first ever flower from an adorable guy! Ehem ehem. :D

Which is this one -

It's all crooked after I put it in my jacket's pocket last two weeks to only have it discovered today. Yeah, that's Smak being her forgetful self.

And this is the adorable guy picking the flower! 

Ryan: I want to give you a flower!

Me: Wow. Thanks!!

How cute kan!

Comel gila lah mereka ni. 

Ryan and Amir playing with flowers. 

I like Amir more though, because he's kind of quiet. At first. Jual mahal. Haha.  Tapi lama-lama terus nak main je dengan kitorang. Ryan, on the other hand, sangatlah aktif. 

He's too westernised though, he doesn't know a single Malay word. 

But they are both sooooo adorable! 

Then it hit me: Girls go "awwwww" not because of the flowers actually. It's a matter of who give them the flowers. Say one of my classmates give me that exact flower. I'll throw it back at him there and then. Kejam tak. Haha.

 

A different case since it's from someone as adorable as Ryan.  :)

Sifu Nobita.

Hari ini dalam sejarah.

I've never gotten zero for any test in my whole life. Never.
Today that record was crushed into pieces by my PP3 result.

I gave a wrong dose of morphine to a patient. Minus 60.
Incomplete dose check. Minus 10.
I should write (legal) after the word POM register but I didn't. Minus 5.
Oh wait, I didn't write it in 3 prescriptions so it's 3 x 5 = - 15.
I dispensed a human medicine for veterinary prescription without putting it under cascade. Minus 30.
So..what's the total now? Hmm, over 100 marks have been deducted, so yeah, I get a negative.
There are still some other stupid mistakes that had 5 marks penalised from the total for each time.
My mark is wayyyy below zero. I'm doomed.

Yes, this is only a practice test and the marks does not count but how would you feel?
It's a f****** negative! Even worse than Nobita.

Kena buat anjakan paradigma untuk Class Test 2! Hiyaaakkk!

Great minds think alike.

If you have followed me for a long time, you'll definitely know how I used to describe myself by these lame sentences:

"I am liquid. I take the shape of the vessel I'm in. I am, however, capable of turning into amorphous gas or solid ice when necessary." 

I came across this quote just now. 

"Empty your mind, be formless. Shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle and it becomes the bottle. You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water my friend." - Bruce Lee

Wow. We think alike. 

Me and Bruce Lee. 

How cool is that? 

"Summer in scotland

...means rain everyday," said a visiting friend from Nottingham. 

..and every night, apparently.

But lets focus on the thing I like:

Raindrops on the window! 

:)

Lion

I wonder if I should cut my hair.

Dah macam singa jantan. (Singa betina takde banyak rambut okay).

Oh PP3 test sekejap lagi.
Test ni kena check prescription, buat legality and clinical check. If there's something wrong with the prescription, you have to contact the prescriber or patient (yang dilakonkan oleh lecturers) and suggest la apa-apa alternatives. Then bagi counselling kat patient. Kalau dose check wrong, immediate fail. Yelah katakanlah kau bagi overdose or underdose ke kan. Tak ke naya patient tu.

I hope I can do well today walaupon test ni punya marks not counted. Oh scary jugak since lecturer yang assess. Aigoo aigoo.

Mr Taxi driver pon tengah exam, yang menentukan masa depan. I know it's stressful but don't worry, mesti okay punya! I'll pray for you. :)

Okay, nak sambung study. (Rajin kan Smak hari ni?)
Toodles~

Chung Ying Chinese Market

Lemme take you there. 

Here we are, at Chung Ying Chinese Market.

Look at some of the usual stuff we see at home sweet home, Malaysia.

Kari adabi, Brahim's and kicap cap Kipas Udang!

Super Ring, Hup Seng Cream Crackers..

and even the long-time-no-see asam keping (am not sure panggil apa actually)! 

Yes, we can get them all here! But at a much higher price, of course. 

Oh I got excited when I came across this:

 

Me: Hey, ada bunga api!! Siapa nak mainnn???

Seven: Tu colok la.

Me: Alaaaa..

Okay, end of tour. 

Not a very good tour guide, I know. I don't like explaining, remember? 

Oh this is the market and a quarter of Seven's face.

Grey's Anatomy S06E24

I cried. A lot.

The episode sums up all my fears.

Reason number one of why I can't become a doctor, why I never has the intention to become one.

Dang, is the episode that sad or is it my hormones?

Losing loved ones.

Helpless situation.

Yeah, pretty much everything I hate.

Shitto.