I'm not them. I've never really been in any big trouble or conflict.
Fall out of college? Never. (thank god)
Heartbroken, betrayed? Nope.
Serious medical illness? Alhamdulillah, no.
Jobless? Just for 4.5 months. Still bearable.
Forever alone? Err, I hope not.
But of course, there are bumps here and there. Life graph can never be a plateau. It's impossibru!
Despite the sometimes bumpy ride, my life so far is still heading the way I picture it to be.
Simply put, I had it easy...which makes me wonder.
Why wasn't I challenged? Am I neglected?
Before all of you start to lecture me, I am thankful, everyday of my life, for everything Allah has given me. For I am nothing without Him. I am grateful for my life, in any way it has been or will be, but whenever I came across the saying,
"Orang beriman memang akan selalu diuji."
my reaction will be:
"Terlampau kecilkah imanku, kenapa aku tak diuji sebegitu?"
You know when you love someone, you sometimes test them to see how they react. To see how much they love you. Well, maybe not guys, but women always do that. The point is, you test them because you care about how much they care. Make sense?
Little did I know, that tests can come in all shapes and sizes, much like Lady Gaga's outfits. Those that may seem small to me, can be very significant to others, vice versa. As of right now, I think I'm currently facing one of the biggest obstacles in my life. I'd like to elaborate more on this, but it's nearing 12am and I've got to wake up before 6am tomorrow.
To be continued later,
or not.
Haha.
