Helpless

Date: April 25th
Venue: Sungai Tekala
Time: 2100 hours

Nightwalk?
Tak kisah. Okay je. Done it few times before.

Time: 2130 hours
Ngantuk la pulak lepas BBQ. Malas la nak nightwalk.

Time: Not sure, tertinggal jam. But it's quite late.
Majority nak nightwalk. Okie dokie.
Torchlight not allowed. Ladies first.

The journey begins.
"Oh mak ko ade tangga!"
"Akar kayu weh, careful!"
"Rapat kanan, kiri ade lubang!"
"Tangga banyak banyak ahead..."
"Stop, stop! ade orang tertinggal!" (barisan perempuan terputus)
Pengajaran 1: Syukur dengan penglihatan.

The journey continues. Heading deeper into the forest. Bunyi sungai.

Someone tapped me lightly on the shoulder. Oh, the Uniten guy. Nak ape la nih.
"Stay here."
Gila. Eh, mana Atun? mana Mcja kat belakang tadi?
Nadet: "Zikir banyak-banyak.."
Smaku: "Berapa lama nak tunggu?"
Nadet: "Tunggu je.."
Smaku: "Nanti ade orang amek kan?"
Nadet: "Tunggu je."
Fine. Takkan nak merayu nak ikut. I have my pride. I stayed.

Pandang kiri kanan. Gelap. Duduk atas tunggul. Blakang ada sungai, depan hutan. Great. Pandang bawah jela.
Dubdabdubdabdubdabdubdab. Tachycardia. Time ni la all the senses jadi alert. Almost too alert. The rustling sound of leaves, the river, cengkerik, kumbang ke binatang ape ntah lagi time ni la nak bunyi. Selawat je smak. Selawat banyak2.
Tiba-tiba. Macam ada something approaching from right. Should i look? or should i not? What if it's not something i want to see. What if it's...... Curiosity kills the cat, no?
Aaargh! I peeked.
Nothing. Fewwhhhh~
"Ya Allah, jauhkan la makhluk-makhluk Mu yang berniat jahat terhadapku..Hanya Kau yang berkuasa melakukan sesuatu.."
Continue berzikir. Focus! You rarely have the time like this. Kini lebih tenang.
Pengajaran 2: Bila sorang2 baru tau, hanya boleh bergantung pada Nya. Takde benda lain yang boleh tolong.

Rahimi lalu.
"Jom!"
Oh Thank God!!! Alhamdulillah~


hey: Dapat lintah seekor sebagai souvenir.
heyy: First time kena tinggal dalam hutan sorang2 malam2, and first time kena gigit lintah. Camping ni akan diingati.

Bridges.

Ahh, this post is specially dedicated to one of my beloved Niners, bintang.
You've been looking for someone to build a bridge for you right?
Guess what.... I've found just the right man to do the job!

He's awesome! The world would be a much better place with more people like him.
His bridges may not be the most technologically advanced, but they are undoubtedly the best.
How so?

Click The man.

Hey: The story on the web is too short though. I read about the man in Reader's Digest Feb 2007. Sangat impressed.
Heyy: I'm going back to being a nerdy tomorrow so you can expect almost no updates and blog yang berhabuk and bersawang soon~

Pilihan.

Can we decide on everything?

Am I smart, or stupid?
Am I pretty, or ugly?

Take the poll on the right ---------->

Should I give you a "Yes or No" option, will you be able to answer?

Yappari, seperti yang dijangka.
Majority chose the last and perhaps the safest answer:
Yes, everyone is beautiful/handsome.
Orang lawa berfikir: "Tak baik cakap orang lain huduh, it'll make me look bad, and by choosing to say everyone is beautiful they won't say I masuk bakul angkat sendiri.."
Orang kurang lawa berfikir: "Ya, semua orang ada keistimewaan tersendiri. I am beautiful in my own way." Untuk sedapkan hati sendiri.
Betul tak?
Typical. In the end there's only a few people who can really say "yes, I'm beautiful" or even "yes, I'm ugly".
I'm being rather skeptical and pessimistic here, ain't I?
Perhaps those who chose the last answer really, sincerely think everyone is beautiful. Well, that's actually the right way to think, since semua yang Allah jadikan itu indah. Bravo to those who sincerely thought so! *Clapclap*


hey: So smaku, don't mengumpat people based on appearance lagi dah! (I do, sometimes, but only if that particular person annoys me..but I'll try to stop. I don't really like to mengumpat anyway).

This is a chapter, not a story.

Smak has a friend.
She's stunningly beautiful.
She's exceptionally smart.
She's generous, she's kind..
Simply said,
She's everything a guy could ever dream of.
But (there's always a but),
Her boyfriend is a jerk.
When Smak says someone is a jerk,
there's no other explanation needed.
He is a jerk.
After various incidents,
She finally realized she's taken for granted,
and that she deserves more.
So she let him go.
Which is a hard thing for her,
because she's been with him, like, forever,
and she loves him more than anything else in the world.
Smak truly doesn't see what her friend sees in that guy.
Sometimes Smak is that dense, you see.
Nevertheless,
Smak is proud of her friend.
Smak knows her friend's hurting,
undergoing one of the toughest moments in her life.
But Smak also knows that her friend will heal,
greatly,
just like the sunshine after the rain.
To her friend,
Smak says,
"This chapter may not have a happy ending,
but just so you know,
this is definitely not the end of your story.."

hey: baju hujan akan tiba tak lama lagi.
heyy: *heartssss*

Vroom vroom in need.

I need a new haircut.
I need to go to a dentist. (lame gile dah tak pergi)
I have to repair my lappie.
I want to jog everyday. (really? i do?)

Tapi semua tak boleh terjadi.... .... .. . . . because i ain't got no car!
aihhhh~


hey: kenapa la dulu tak amek lesen motor.

I'm going to marry an architect.

For real.

After watching "A Moment to Remember" now i really really really want to marry an architect.

My first reason is probably because i don't get to be one. Heheh.
Second reason? Architect is cool, and makes a good life partner. Refer to A Moment to Remember.

Sesape ada kawan architect?? *winkwink* ;P

hey: just watched the movie, so pardon the sudden crazzzinesss.
heyy: yes, i cried.

Question 1

Why am i labelled as choosy when i'm not even making a choice?

Weird.