i need more ice!

i need to be in north pole. chewing icebergs just to cool down. breathe asma, breathe. relax.
why am i being such a fuss over something so...insignificant? i shouldn't act like this. i should be more rational. hmmmmhh *inhale* haaaaaaaaaahhhhh *exhale*
it's hard to be mad at someone who are so close to u. yet it is exactly the reason why u are being so sensitive, pathetic and so annoyed by the small matter. if it's about someone else, someone u dont really care about, well, u wont care. u wont be angry at all. u are angry because that particular person, the one who knows u inside out, upside down, or whatever, acted the opposite - mcm tak pernah kenal! urghhhhh. i tot writing this down will help, not making it worse!
sudahla. org tu taktau pon ko marah kat dia. just let it go. maybe u tot wrong. maybe that person doesnt know u that well. u are good at ignoring things. forget. and put out the fire. it's better that way.

okay.

fire gone, ice no longer needed.