Yes, that is what it is today. Quiet. And sunny. Which led to Smak melayan perasaan sambil memandang keluar tingkap. I seriously am going to miss this place. Despite its crazy weather. I was layan-ing blues (do ignore my ugly bahasa) while looking at this view. I figured you guys will be bored if I took yet another picture from my room's window so I went and took one from the living room instead.
To be frank, I don't miss Malaysia. Kacang lupakan kulit? Lupa diri? Hey I am just telling the truth. The only thing I miss in Malaysia are the food and of course, my family and friends. Home is not where you were born, it is a place where you feel like you belong.
Bak kata Daughtry,
"I am going home, back to the place where I belong, where love has always been enough for me.." (lyrics may not be entirely correct)
I am not saying I feel belonged here, no. Glasgow, really? No thanks. I think this is not a bad place to live in, but as it turned out, I only feel right if I have my loved ones around me. So for the time being, Malaysia it is. Should I get married and have a family of my own in North pole, for instance, then there is my home and I will be Santa's cute(?) neighbour.
I am going to miss my student life for sure. Which is why I try to think positively and enjoy this final year. Reports? Assignment? Journals? Yeay! Lets enjoy completing them while we can. But I can't lie to myself. This is annoying. I know I will miss all these petty things when I start to work but as of this moment, they are all a torture. Which don't seem to end.
Nevertheless, do pray for my success. I want to advance, move up the life ladder..and contribute something to the world. Studying is okay, fun and excruciating at same time, but it feels like I am the only one getting the benefit. Ah well, better get on with my FYP. Berangan je nanti jadi Minah Jenin.
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