Kismis?

I think there's something wrong with my brain. Call me paranoid, but I keep forgetting things these days. Today I left my file somewhere in the hospital. I'm guessing it will be either in the store or ward. So right now I can't do my work hence the blogging. The other day I was nearly scolded by my preceptor because I forgot to pass her message to the staff nurse, and I lost the note she made for her. I deserve to be scolded actually.

I tried to make notes and to-do list. I downloaded "Do It Tomorrow" apps on my android. It helps, but not much. I'm always missing something.

I'm thinking memory problem, or maybe I'm just not focused. Maybe I'm not meticulous enough.

I'm naturally not a very careful, detail-oriented person. I always see the big picture rather than the small details. I still remember when I bumped into a friend, and she asked about a friend of mine, "Alaaa yang banyak jerawat tu." I was like, who? "Siapa yang banyak jerawat?" When she mentioned his name, then only I realized , "Oh haah.." I was not aware of the acne problem till that time when she told me (but it's quite obvious, according to my friend).

This is a major crisis, since in my line of work we really have to be detail-oriented. We can't afford to make mistakes. It's literally a matter of life and death.

It's even affecting my social life. I forget dates. Birthdays, anniversaries. Which usually piss people off. Sorry, everyone.

I have to pay more attention to details, be more focused.

Lets do that. Lets try our best.

Anyone with tips for a better memory or keeping focus, feel free to comment!